Warning this has smut in it.
"Come on [Y/N] it’ll be fun! You never go out or leave your house its always ‘go to school and go home’ it’s lame, you always complain that you want more friends and to fit in more and now is your chance." Your friend Jenny began to rant as the both of you sat in the food court of your local mall.
"Look. It took me a long time to convince Brook to let you come to her party, If you don’t show up she’ll have a bitch fit and then she’ll never talk to me again!" She added
Jenny sat across from you sipping on her drink while sat there stuffing your face with pizza.
"Here, You have sauce all over you face." She says as she leans across the table to wipe your cheek.
"Okay okay i can wipe my own face." You say with a glare, Jenny always tried to be in charge of you, Always trying to boss you around or make you do this or that or act a certain way when you hung out with her, Because if you were going to be friends with jenny then you had to talk walk and act just like her. She was an only child and you were a year younger than her so growing up you two kind of were like sisters and she always tried to boss you around like she was queen B and you a piece of gum stuck to her shoe, You always told yourself that one day she would out grow it you two would be mature teenage girls, But it seemed that you were the only one who grew up, To Jenny high school is about parties, boys, alcohol, Drugs and Sex, You’re pretty sure she’s everything and has banged almost every guy in the school, She was miss popular with guys with her big boobs, expensive clothing, and her perfect body. You on the other hand looked like a 6 year old boy, No boobs, Non sexy body and the only clothes you had were the hammy downs from your older brothers closet.
"I can’t go it’s game night with my parents tonight." You say as you take a sip of your coke.
"UGH! Oh my gosh can you just stop being a geek for one night, I’m sure your parents won’t mind if their 18 year old daughter goes to a party and actually acts like an 18 year old for once." Jenny says.
"[Y/N] please? It’ll be fun and if you don’t like it then i’ll take you home." She says
"I don’t even know how to act at a party or how to even dress at a party." You explain.
"Just be you, Wear whatever the fuck you want the point of a party is to have fun, or is that to much for you to do? She asks
"Besides i’ll be there and i can introduce you to people." Jenny says with a smile.
"Fine, But i’m telling you my parents probably won’t even let me go." You say, Jenny just rolls her eyes.
"Do i have to teach you everything? Sneak out of your window geekling!" She says as she stands up,Grabbing your drink and shoving it in the trash for you.
You sat in your room and shook your leg, While you watched the clock, You were nervous because you’ve never been real social towards people from school and you were scared that you just weren’t going to fit in. You heard a tap on your window and you looked over and saw Jenny waving to you, You got up and headed towards the window, She climbed down the ladder under your window and stood there waiting for you to climb down, You were only on the second step when your foot slipped and you fell on the ground flat on your back, Jenny screamed but quickly covered her mouth,
"Oh My God [Y/N] Are you okay???" She says as she bends down next to you as she starts laughing.
"Fine." You mumble,
"Just… Give me a second to breathe." You say.
"No time let’s go!" She says as she grabs your hand and pulls you toward her car.
The whole ride to the party jenny just talked about how this popular guy was gonna be there, She was obviously really excited, You never heard her mention his name before but apparently her plan for tonight was to sleep with him.
You guys parked on the side of the street a couple of blocks from the party since there was nowhere else to park and as you guys walked up to the house there was cars everywhere, Cups and bottle all over the lawn, People hanging out in the front yard and through the windows all you could see where dancing bodies everywhere, And that’s when your anxiety kicked in.
"I don’t think i can do this." You say
"Come on! We’re already here just try and have fun." She says as she pulls you to the door.
2 hours. It has only been 2 hours and Jenny was wasted. She was dancing on everyone and and making out with pretty much everyone and you sat there against the wall trying your best to keep down your beer.
"Why am i even here?" You mumble to yourself as you try taking another sip of your beer
"What was that?" Some guy said, You turned in his direction, He was gorgeous, Tall and had the perfect smile You started mumbling and your beer almost slipped out of your hands but you caught it just in time before it fell to the floor.
"I um….Um… I just…I was um…" You say trying to get you words together and he gave you an odd look.
"I was just mumbling to myself about how much my friend is a slut." You say, He gives you a smile and a giggle.
"And who is this friend?" He asks and you point over to Jenny, Not taking your eyes off this god like person.
"Oh Jenny… Yeah i know her." The guy says
"Yeah, It seems like a lot of people know her." You mumble.
"Or maybe i just know a lot of people." He says. And you let out an awkward laugh as you pushed your hair back.
"But i don’t think i know you." He says.
"No one does. I’m kind of a loser haha um…. that was a joke… But not really i mean i guess i kind of am… But um…. My ugh, My name is [Y/N]." You say
"That’s a beautiful name. I’m Ashton." He says and you almost dropped your beer again,
"Are you okay you seem a bit anxious or something.." He says with a laugh.
"I’m fine i jus-" You begin but you got caught off by some random drunk guy trying to get ashton’s attention.
"Who is this." The guy says as he give an odd look toward you.
"Doesn’t matter you two want one of these? the guy says as he opens his hand with two white pills laying flat on his palm.
"Hell yeah!" Ashton says.
"How about you?" The guy asks and you shake your head no.
"Come one it’ll make you less anxious." Ashton says, You look at him and he gives you a wink and a little smirk making you smile.
"Okay…." You say, You open your mouth and he puts it on your tongue, you take a sip of your beer to help the pill go down.
"Good girl." Ashton says with a smirk.
Another hour past and you were sat outside with Ashton and a group of people, there was no sign of Jenny anywhere and you didn’t care, Your body felt heavy and so did your eye lids, You felt like smiling and dancing and everything you said people laughed and you did too, Music was blaring and everyone was dancing, Bodies moving against other bodies, You felt Ashton grab your chin as he turned your head towards him, Tilting your head back and forcing your mouth open he poured the a bottle of Smirnoff in your mouth and then pressing his lips against yours, The last time you ever kissed anyone was at summer camp when you were 11 and you were dared to kiss Toby Clarke. You liked kissing Ashton, his lips were soft. He grabbed your hand and lead you upstairs to a random room.
When you both got inside he slammed the door behind the both of you, Pushing you up against the door. You can hear the door lock and you felt a bit nervous for what might happen.
"I want you right now." He whispers through the kiss.
Your heart was beating and you didn’t know what to do or how to respond, You liked kissing him but you weren’t sure as to where he was going with this kissing, You feeling a bit more alert and focused more of what was going on.
"I’m a virgin!" You say pushing him away in panic, He looks at you with smile and he laughs.
"So?" He says
"I don’t know if i want to or if i’m even good at it…" You say, He smiles at you and leans back in for a kiss, "You’re adorable, Don’t be scared…"
"You’re so innocent, It’s hot when you have sex with a girl who doesn’t really know much about sex, Just seeing how they react when they feel something they’ve never felt before." He says
"If you want i can make you feel good." He adds.
"I don’t know…" You say
"It’ll feel really good." He says As he leans in and begins kissing you slowly, His lips were soft and it felt amazing, His hand were so big that you felt so small in his grip, He started kissing your neck and you tilted your head back, He was sucking hard and nibbling, Leaving marks all over your neck, You felt like you were in a different place,Like what was happening wasn’t real.
He grabbed your shirt and pulled it off, He smiled at you and kissed your collar bones, his hands were traveling up your back, He began undoing your bra and once he slipped it off his mouth went straight for you breast, You let out moan, Just standing there with your arms by your side, You’ve never been touched this way and so far you were liking it. He grabbed your waist, Pushing you towards the bed, His shirt came off and he unbuttoned your jeans letting them fall to the floor.
"Lay on the bed." He says and you do what he wants, He starts undoing his belt and unbuttons his jeans. Ashton climbs onto the bed and on top of you, He starts kissing you again and you just lay there not really sure on what to do with your hands, He moves for your lips and starts trailing your body with kisses, starting from your chest leading down to in between your thighs, Your heart was beating fast and you were getting nervous but you were a bit excited to feel what he told you was going to feel really good. He pulled off your panties and he started kissing the inside of your thighs, You let out a moan and he laughed a bit.
"We haven’t even gotten to the good part." He whispers.
"This is the good part." He says as he slides his tongue up your folds, Your head fell back on the pillow and you moan so loud that you got embarrassed and he let out a giggle.
"See i told you." He says with a smirk, Ashton pulls his jeans and boxers down after reaching for something in his pocket he climbs on top of you, and positions himself In between your legs.
"It might hurt for a bit but trust me it’ll feel good soon enough." He says as he begins kissing your lips again, You let out a whimper as he thrusts a bit and as soon as you became adjusted he went faster, kissing your neck, Holding your waist down and occasionally pinning your arms over your head so you couldn’t touch him, You could tell he was the type who liked to be in control, It was his way or no way and you didn’t mind it one bit. He was thrusting harder, Faster and rougher making you feel something you have never felt before and it felt like your stomach was going to burst and your heart was going to rip out of your chest, Your face and body felt hot and you legs felt weak and you felt like screaming his name on the top of your lungs and then without warning you did,
"UGH! ASHTON! OH FUUUUUCK!" You yelled, You weren’t one to use that sort of language because mom always said, "It’s not lady like to use those words [Y/N]"
Ashton gripped your wrists hard and he was breathing heavy, His breaths deep and hot on your neck, Whispering the word ‘Fuck’ In your ear as you did but with less volume.
He pulled out of you and layed on the bed, You both trying to catch your breaths and trying to cool off, Hoping no one was going to barge in at any second, Your mind was dizzy and you were trying to let what just happened sink in, What was Jenny going to say?….. Was this just a one night stand? You think to your self staring blankly at the ceiling fan spinning above you.
"You okay." He says and you just nod, Ashton sits up adjusting him self and throwing the condom away, He slips his shirt on and his jeans and you sit up watching him as he began tying his shoes.
He stood up and started walking to the door,
"Where are you going?" You ask.
"We did what we did, wasn’t that the plan?" He says.
"What were you expecting? To finally get laid, Fall in love and get married? Babe this is high school! I’m trying to get it as much as i can before i’m tied down with three kids and a dog named scrappy with only three legs, you got your cherry popped like proper teenager and i got laid" He says with a laugh.
"It’s a win win situation!" he says with a smile.
You felt your heart beating fast and tears building up in your eyes, You sat there as you watched him leave and you were boiling, He was NOT going to do that, You got up the sheet wrapped around your body, You swung the door open hard, Making the door slam up against the wall, You ran down the stairs ignoring all the gasps and giggles and eyes pointed straight at you, You made it in to the living room, Music blaring, jenny on the lap of some guy and Ashton talking to his friends with his back facing you, You reached over to the radio and turned the music off, You pushed Ashton forward making him crash into his friend, Spilling the both of their drinks, Everyone was silent and looking at you.
"What the fuck are you doing?" He says in a quiet yet with an angry tone.
"What am i doing What the fuck do you think you’re doing you fucking lying, two faced, small prick, No good piece of SHIT! I’m not the type of girl you screw and then screw over!" You yell.
"The type of girl?!" He says with a loud laugh.
"Are you even considered a type of anything? Look at you! You’re a geek and a loser, You have no friends, I bet you half the school doesn’t even know you exist and the only friend you have is Jenny who doesn’t even like you either, SHe tries making new friends and the only reason why a freak like you would be here is because of her!" He says through his giggles.
You stood there shocked….. Angry and embarrassed, Ashton simply turned away and the music began again and everyone went back to their party like nothing happened, A girl who must have found your belongings handed them to you and walked you outside.
"Need a ride home?" The girl asks and you smile, You haven’t seen her before, She had on a leather jacket, Black jeans and band t-shirt and converse on, Her hair was a faded blue and she had the side of her nose pierced, She looked so cool, Like the type of girl you would avoid on the street or in school. Like a girl no one would want to mess with.
"That would be great." You say with a smile.
You guys got in and she asked for you address, As she began driving you started to get changed, Trying your best to hide your body.
"It’s okay! it’s nothing i haven’t seen before. I have the same exact equipment." She says with a giggle.
"By the way, What you did back there, Standing up for yourself was really brave, Ashton can be an asshole." She says.
You looked at her and tilted your head,
"He did the same thing to me last year." She adds, You looked down and felt in ache in your stomach, She seems sweet and you hated knowing that he did something like that to her.
"I’m Geordie by the way." She says with a smile as she pulls up to your house,
"[Y/N]!" You say with a smile She smiles back and you open the door to get out, You thanked her and began walking up your pathway.
"Hey [Y/N] wait!……. You know.. You shouldn’t let him make you feel that way. I know you’re better than him, You just need to prove that to people." She says, You give her a smile and she drives off leaving you there, sat on your porch by yourself, playing back the scene that happened at the party.
A/N: let me know if you like the story and if you want me to continue it.